Worship was totally awesome today! I have been in a "circling" pattern for the past few weeks. I could see the landing field but just not able to pull it together enough to go down. This week God pulled me in and brought me to a safe place, a place closer to Him. Going through a struggle with God is something that changes a person, or it should. No matter how hard we push Him away, He just holds on a little harder. Life is never going to be perfect or even what I think it should be. Life is going to be more..God wants to give me more and I so want it..need it..long for it..feel like I will die without it. If I could learn how to rest in Him and Him alone when I feel lost...alone...unsure of where He is leading.. I know I am rambling..but I don't care. Today I stopped pushing Him "away" and placed my head upon His chest, He pulled me in and allowed me to breath Him in. It feels so good to let Him hold me!
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