Hey!

My day was productive getting things done and ready before my next round of chemo.  When this journey began it was difficult to think about anything other than the cancer.  It has now been 7 years of living with cancer and I'm just now learning how to actually "live" even though I have cancer.  It has been a battle and not a physical one, but a battle with my mind.  I am happy to say that somewhere along the way I have been able to overcome the doubts and fears that can slowly creep in and steal away my peace.  I'm not sure when it happened, I think it was just a slow progression of taking each thought captive.  Those thoughts still try and creep in on me when I'm not feeling well, but I remember that God is so much larger and loves me more than I really understand.  Our life on this planet is so, so short and my home is in heaven with the King of Kings.  I love that I am a daughter of THE KING, how amazing is that.  Every detail of my life is known by Him and when my heart is heavy so is His.  I am His.  I am "full" right now and I have no idea why.  God is definitely filling me with more of Him!  
Tomorrow I will make my next video and let you all know how it's going.  Pray that I can be a light while I'm there and God will use me to make a difference for His Kingdom.  Love on someone this week!!