Friday, December 11, 2015

Too Much

I'm going to write everything that I feel is closing in on me at this moment.

-If something happens to Clay, this house will be too much for me to finish on my own.
-I miss having a full kitchen and cooking/shopping is not fun at all!
-Scheduling 2016 teachers needed done 2 weeks ago and January is still empty!
-Curriculum for the entire 2016 still needs chosen
-My heart is far from children's ministry right now
-Youth ministry feels overwhelming and I don't know why
-Am I doing enough for Matt's homeschool?
-Matt's attitude makes me CRAZY right now.
-I'm not enjoying this Christmas season at all and wish it would go away, this makes me sad.
-Still need to Christmas shop, especially for online items the boys have chosen.
-Want to spend time with friends and family but feel like I should be working on the house.
-Need to choose insurance through the Marketplace, but I hate, hate doing it!
-Certain extended family members just hurt me or my family and there's nothing I can do about it.
-I miss Sandy terribly...

I feel like I'm too much right now...